Oceanic

My job in GVA gave me three main things everyone need in their lives: sense of being needed and useful, relief from various issues and simply JOY. Now I am once again all alone, facing all of my demons at once and no place to run and hide from them. They torn me apart, killing everything good that used to remain in me. I am going under. There are only two things that can possibly save my soul: CARE. and LOVE. Gosh, i sound like a Beast from Disney cartoon or like any other hero of the type - cursed. Who will have enough courage to love me? Who will take the challenge to tame the shrew?
The only answer i get is: no one. Just as I expected.