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April 5th, 2008

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i'm not sure there's anything out there i haven't bought.

Okay, the level of shopaholism is increasing in me from month to month now. I develop the kind of itching for shopping. I have to admit I now have way more things than I actually wear. And every time I buy something new, I always promise myself that I'm really going to wear it on a day-to-day basis. There are, however, some lucky outfits to which I fulfill my promises, but thy are not many...
The passion with which I buy clothes are more of a collectioner, than of a fashion fiend. It has something to do with aesthetics, surrounding myself with beautiful things. Like, I need to posses this! Even if I wore it once (like "Atonement premiere" or smth like that) I will consider it justified. What upsets me, there are still things I bought like 2 years ago and have never worn. This frustrates me, coz I really want to wear them, but There's always some big "no": weather, mood, ill-matching with my other clothes.
I still can't figure, is this all about the looks, the outside or something on the inside, some need to express myself, and to feel cooler just from the fact that I own something.
I wonder, if I, common, maybe even lower, than traditional middle-class girl have so much stuff and feel the weight of my wardrobe on my shoulders, what about celebrities who buy more than all i have in one day? How do they arrange their clothes?
nat

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